Blasting songs at home.. so boring.. i hate christmas. although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you.what am i gonna do if you really forget me.i relay on you too much.. even thought you did things that hurt me.


why i just can't get someone who really love me.... why. why cant i get somemore who love me more then i love him, why i can't get someone who really care for me.. nah. i got nothings.


urgh, not gonna be emo, smiled.