Everything ended, This is my very first time, my hearts hurt so much.I choose to believe you, This is my fault, because i choose to believe you thou you lies again and again.

You've never love me before ..

I cry on the cab on my way home, i thought that you'll change for me, .. i'm just thinking too much, i am so thick skin, i can't do it.

When i reach home, i close the door, lie on my bed, i wanted to throw away the bear you gave, but i can't bear it. I hugged it and cry with it.

My heart are really very broken this time round..




This time is serious, i know we won't be back again, like how we do in the past. no more.

I shall get it over ... I know that i can't but i will try, i'll try my best.


I rather that i didn't saw HER,if not i won't find out the truth, i won't be crying like a mother fucker now, but i'm just bluffing myself.

you told me "Because i don't want you to know", You know how it feel ?

hauzichong

you rmb what you did. Thank for the 5month and lies.

I know i've my fault too.

you'll never know how much i love you.
how much it hurt me.

i swear this time round, i was so badly, very badly hurts. my heart is broken.


my heart is very pain, very.

This is the time i need you most, but i get all this.

I'm damn fucking fucking fucking hurt!!! DAMN HURTS!



>:((((((((((((((


maybe some of you think that i'm acting, i want people pity, if you think that i can't say anything, i just saying out how i feel.



Why i still love you so much? why am i so stupid.
why.


WHY!!!



sighs.

hurt but i know this time round i must rlly rlly let go, i must.