Why is this all happening to me ?

I'm totally not happy. I really don't want that happen, I don't want, but will they change their mind? They won't care about how we feel. They care about themself only.Moodless. Maybe you think that it's NOTHING to you but to me, It's my life, without them i don't feel living anymore,seriously, i want them, i want them. Maybe it's all my fault like what he say. Sigh, I think i won't be going to school till i'm feeling better.. I though that i would happy with that, but i'm NOT, I'm NOT................... NOT. Bye, off to sleep.


=( I hope everything will be fine again, i hope it's just an dream, i hope it won't be happening.