You know ..... How you feel when you did for the someone and the someone doesn't care at all even still laugh at you?

Try my best to bake those cookie but at last what i get is, only laughters. I'm stupid, At last those cookies will only be in the dustbin.

I treat you,better then i treat him. but this is what i get. when you need me then you'll call me up, right? i shalln't say more, seriously. i'm tired, i hate repeat it again nd again coz thing won't change. i don't wanna being make used again.I know it's my fault that i keep on message you. i know it's irraiting. Sorry and i won't do it again. i'm just stupid, when you say you feel gulity, i feel bad posting those stuff but i think you don't feel gulity or sorry at all?? when you nd him have something happened, i keep follow you behind like an dog. but what i get is attuided and nothing else, i've no gain doing those stuff you know but you're my sweetheart, that why.
but do you treat me as your friend/swtheart ? No, am i right?

Thank kelly, Love you.