HAHAHAHAHA

Hope dave stomach will be better now.. aiya, got me sure good one la!!! lmao, im still rotting at home.. hope my eye will get better soon if not yah,i'll be the one dieing.Im so lazy, i wanna upload photo but well... SO LAZY. I feel like having mcdonald but soon this week i had alr ate lots of oily stuffs. pizza... kfc...mcdonald........ and etc, ugh kill me. it will hurt my throat if i carry on eating all this man.

You make me fall again.. hope that you'll just die or something. seriously. You make my life so hard, so hard for me to be back...

YOU ARE JUST LIKE HIM. Luckily i didnt fall in deep this time, ha-ha. you cant break my heart, look for others.Im not toy. I learnt my lesson alr.


Was disturbing big hum, telling him i love him and asking him to be my boyfriend he replied that he love me too and say let get married. it's alway nice to have such great funny friend. (:

BIG HUM says:
*tml i get off
*we go married
*LOL!
shanelle qiuyun, says:
*LOLOLOLOL
BIG HUM says:
*we must tgt forever !
*(:
shanelle qiuyun, says:
*you make me laugh sia
*LOL






A.X　　　　　　　　　　 says:
*Lols , I get hacked yesterday at 123 7-11 there .
shanelle qiuyun, says:
*april fool right
*i get chop.

I dislike people that be with you only when there is good things , dislike people when they ignore you when their friends ask you to do so.I dislike people that say lots of nice things to you but behind you, they are happy seeing you fall. fuck this three type of fucker out there! definitely not to claudia.

Claudia, I din even say i don't trust you, You're a good friends i know,you'll always be there when i need you, the first few weeks when me and him broke up, you're there. you're there for me, gym with me, buy things for me,telling me lots of things,h2h talk and etc but.. now? I even fail to celebate your birthday with you, i know.. i know im not even there when you are being so sad,being so upset due to him. i will alway treat him as my everythings, i will alway tell you ' okok, set ' then when you call me, i just ignore. i know.. im such a bad friend, but serious its just a passerby comment and you think i don't trust you, is our friendship so untrustable? whatever it is, all the best to you xxx. I just wanna tell you, i regret treating him as my everythings. I regret.. i regret being a fool. If i can make the choice again,surly you'll be the one in my heart. In my computer,there's even a folder of you and me, LOTS of photo of us. how much we both had grow?how close we used to be, together with kelly, but three of us ... arent close anymore.


Still, i wanna say thanks to anna for being there each and everytime my bff. <3
























Sorry to everyone. I regretted. seriously.

HAHAHA Just now when i was asking dad for money , he is like' eh i tell you somethings,dont tell jiejie ok? ssh sssh... *Point finger to mouth* tell you hor.. my cupboard there got money,go take.. before he go out he told sis' the cupboard there got money,go share with meimei. SSSSSH..' then he shout ... APRIL FOOL. OMG so cute lah him. my adoreable daddy ;>

OK It's just a..... april fool joke, now i know who is the one who really care for me oh love. xxx. i should write more serious, hehehe but my eye is really infection . waiting for it to be heal.

fuck i think im gg blind soon, my version is all blur,the side is black when i see..... like something blocking. i cant seee clearly, im here crying.. i hope that this wont be the last time i can see you all.................. ... im so scared...........help...........

WEBAMMING WITH MY SIS LOL EVEN WE ARE IN THE SAME HOUSE NOW .

Im hungry, CRAVING FOR MCSPICY. GAH..

FUCK I just woke up and someone tell me he is gonna end his life. wtf, im shocked,scared and find it ridiculous.
My day is spoilt, just like this. I was like' you want jump,jump la, tell me for what' but im scare man.maybe it's true. fuck lahz waloa, what to do now now man?

.. ugh kk im gonna ignore....... :(

PS. Change my blogsongs alr ~

UGH FUCK MY EYE INFECTION,CORNEAL ULCER, ok im not gg to go out until it heal. bb. :(

LOLOLOL I WENT TO GET MY STUFFS, THANK BIGHUM AND ORKI, THEN I WENT TO GET MY HAIR CUT AGN GUESS I LOOK LIKE WHAT NOW, HAHAHAHAHAHA DAMN NICE SI SUPERB NICE AH I TELL YOU, NICE TILL I WANT CRIED.





=(




just kill myself

If you think having sex with him, he will love you more,that is stupid,dont be stupid anymore, just move on and go on. hope that you'll learn to be clever next time. There's nothing call forever and ever,please. xx.


Jacelin,thank! but dont worry i wont be thinking back. I just like the song. it's meaningful. you're the one who will know what im thinking even im lieing~ but srsly, there's no feeling anymore just that bit of missed. that lil bit.




im gonna get my stuffs all.alone. later on.





Wtf dad just call me and told me i'm being suspended till next monday,why again? fuck this school ,bloody school, unreasonable. grrrrr.

Went to have desert with my love. ;)

Grrr, just woke up for school ,stomache, my foot infection,right hand suffering, with two big scar on my face.My eye is hurtin.Hope things will be fine later on :( oh yah my mom throw my facecleaner,fmm,srsly. I need to get new one later... I MUST.


I really dont know why .. i dont feel like going to school. i.dont.feel.like.

but im going still ~ keep going~ sigh~~~




PS/ The picture i post below the ss, is the orginal picture without edit so yup, SEEE SEEE SEE stalker LOL.

LOL this stupid idoit wanna try whether his laptop webcam is working anot.



Another stupid idoit act cute only. haha stupid dave ah stupid dave~

ugh the ss kinda messed up. laughing like fuck now, thank to dave. hahahahhaa hen hao siao.

Please uh, if i edit my photo i'll only be making it whiter ~ so please har ~

YAY YES YAYA WOOHOO HHAHAHAHAHA GOING WORK ALR, i wont be neglecting my studies of cause, friday and saturday only.

Lazy to resize.





I want brown for my room leh not pink, pink will be for my sis! she is gonna get her new queen size bed too but me? my old single bed ~~ unfair world ~~fml.




Realised that i had those webcam screenshot w others long ago,with victor, jacelin, chye yun and even him ~~ gonna delete it alr,lol. hehehe...

FTW, Dad just told me ' see,see your face, no wonder people dislike you, no wonder anna never go out with you alr,no wonder your ex boyfriend blahblahblah~~ really meh? my face character really make people dislike me for nothing meh? ;(



I should listen to daddy,daddy told me it's just puppylove but i was so naive but who care now, i'm gonna enjoy my life, hehe. ;)

OH i'm gonna have my own room after this 15year lol because sister say she dont wanna share room with me cus im veli lumsup, need to get my room paint and get some furniture hehe ... but im so scare of being alone leh, sister will be getting her new laptop soon, me leh? getting this laoya lousy computer that will automatic dc . ;@ Our bed is seperate alr, what colour should i get for my room, no pink~ black and red? black and yellow with some design ? hahahahaha thinking too much.

Ugh, still didn't get my phone done ... I need to get lots of stuffs. I NEED but I'm so fucking lazy, gonna change this bad habit oh by the way i passed all my subject but not for math, Math really kill me but well i didn't get that low as i expected. HAPPY. A good start, Need to get rid of the late habit and get my dad to sign the bloody contract and then i can go back to class, need to find my books, know why? Because when someone books lost they will take it from other classmate from their underdesk without telling, then the other classmate will take other classmate books then goes on :( and I pack my bag regularly, yay:) My bag is damn messy omg should not be so lum sup anymore.

I believe in karma, Do you?

Bye, gonna call maoqin l8r xxx bye.

LOL i went to get new haircut because today i spent half of my day seeing schoolmates,those boy getting their haircut, lmaoz, some of them is like ' pleasela dont slope la,please lah, i give you double the money la', lol, funny people, then chatted with junhao omg i miss our past,primary school times btw come to school lah, im now waiting dave to finish his dota bye.. :)

Shall type in chinese ..





我知道你真的很爱她，她也爱你。

其实我不爱他，只是听你说你爱她，我就很不爽，哈哈。。。。。。。

我跟你说他很好，很好。。。 真的是很好，可是心里只有你。。。。我也不知道我在想什们，好吧，你们幸福就好。

每天开开心心就好，不想再去想了，我很累，真的很累了。



Gonna update private blog.bye.






PS. bloghopping and jealous & envy,so sweet, how i wish he will know how much i love him, like how he know how much he love she.

Im veryhappy cus i got good friends like DAVE and BIG HUM. They're the best, loveeeeee. (:

Chatting with DAVE. he ah keep on action. he say he look like god, me,being nice say that he look like angel. woahlao im so good. hahahahaha.

Wah si eh hamsum ah him :>

ok gg to get my dinner alone alr, hen sad! hahaha buhbai xxx

ps/ i'm scare that i will be falling in love with you . :( urgh.

You yourself know the best, harhar.












Whenever he do things that hurt me i will alway tell you,you give me good advice,good listener, but now?? each and everytime chatted with you,i will feel so much better and wont even care about those things anymore. you know? Rmb how long we chatted that two day? crapping and cracking jokes. ;(

I KNOW WHAT IM DOING. h3h3h3h3 , hope it work.

Im sick. :( Shall drink more water.

shanelle qiuyun says:
*OI
*OIII
　　　　　Goodboy Davee est beau ;　　　　 says:
*OI
*OIII
shanelle qiuyun says:
*im very stupid
　　　　　Goodboy Davee est beau ;　　　　 says:
*ya i know you're stupid

OMG i was reading my past post.. three year alr .. memories but those post is really..hilarious.i wonder how people felt when they read my blog . omg. Realised there's LOT OF SAD POST,mostly. hahaahaha omg. see how happy i am,now. :)

@HOI, A TWIST FOR YOU!! YAYNESS FOR BEING YOUNG but .. definitely not like you.You should spent some time buying some ... eyecream'N' face cream incase of wrinkles or dull skin or maybe you should buy some mask cus you're just spending too much time on computer you need it to chill you out ! :)





Just.. just dont read it .. and things will be fine ?

Why are all my girlfriends not talking to me :( Claudia kelly jacelin and of cus anna! I love you all most! :( Dont be sad all of you, i'll be there, i will be a better girlfriend.










I dislike boy that judge girls look when they are not any better.

HAHAHAHAHAHA anna.... twistttttttt!!!

Steamboat and shop ard,chat like how we alway do. Sorry dave and lucas.... No more next time ok? Dont angry leh!!! :(

bye PEACE xxx

Need confident, I need to believe myself love myself more.. i can do it. haha.. FTW..

xx bye cruel world.

Bought some stuff.. happy.. buyings things make me happy but still.. i can't find my serum.. hah really need to get my watch done. will upload photo soon



I'll never mention your name again,Never.

If you argue with him, you're hard-headed.

If you're quiet, you don't care.If you call him, you're too clingy crazy.

If he calls you, he says you should be happy.

If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves.

If you don't fuck him, you're a tease. If you do, you're easy.

You tell him your problems, he says you're irritating. If you don't, he says you don't trust him.

If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'.

If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it's because he had to.

If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance.

They're basically the same.Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy.

When guys are in love they become poor; when girls are in love they become pretty.

Guys can forget, but can't forgive; girls can forgive but can't forget.

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.

Guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.


Bloghoping and found this... SO true, credit to the blogowner and the one who create this. :)


Where is my used to be best friend gone to? claudia tan shi min and kelly toh yanglin?


Love,
anna.

We went to pula ubin.. and overnight there.. damn shag,those sweat... those oil, those sunblock, without sleeping OMG x100000000 damage to my skin, CLOG PORE.. At least i had fun there,it's so scary and dark.Anna and me went to my house to bath and changed.. damn shiok :-), head over to victor's house for steamboat,saw someone that really spoilt my mood......SRSLY....



NVM, i need to sleep sleep sleep, eyebag and dark cicle? is really killing. I had a bad dream,very... Maybe... this is why i'm so disappointed in you.. ? Nvm, we're not even friends now. All the best with your new girl :-)



PS/ The dream is so true..Do you know how i upset i was?

Things i need to do this week:

Wake up on 6 30 tomorrow.
Get my watch & spect repaired.
Get serums. (saving...)
Collect my stuff.

I won't contact those who take people for granted, I treat them nice yet? I won't be so stupid alr? Haha? :)


Realised... My c902 phone still work.. and lot of pictures + memories but what? Delete solve it! GOODBYE PAINFUL MEMORIES.wont be using it anymore.. hahaha suddenly laugh when i rmb movin's dance damn cute. hahahaha, i still kept your picture on my wallet hor, dont pray pray bear. you better dont burn my picture or lost it sunbear.

Gonna change songs too, still thinking whether should i private ~ ugh but my blog is dieing, those 'short and boring post' i need to update w pictures but i'm just lazy.. :( Sorry?


:)

hahahaha was chatting with tangshi and brian in class, tangshi say that i'm quiet and my attuide got better nowaday unlike the past OMG so happy but that bloody brian say that he prefer me in sec1, he say that i'm very ......................... now. A BIG BIG NO NO,i'm still the talkative me ;)

gonna get usb then i'll upload picture. bye.

Hi i will be .. privating my blog soon, give me your email, text or msn or ... fb. add me at fb too!!! :)

Common test later on ... and yet.. my math textbook is lost.wtf.. hahahaha.


Greasy hair is caused either by dry hair, either by an oily scalp. If your hair is dry, your scalp will produce extra oil to hydrate it. In this case, hydrate your body properly and wash your hair rarely. Don't try to dry your scalp but wash it with a mild shampoo, one that's recommended for oily hair and use conditioner only at the ends of your hair.An oily scalp is usually caused by hormonal problems, stress or skin problems. In this case, you have to wash your hair daily, specially your scalp and make sure you use a shampoo recommended for daily usage.
Don't brush to often and don't rub or scratch. This will stimulate the scalp to provide even more oil and that will make your hair look dirty and sticky.Dont wash too much too.


no wonder... k hand of my hair for now bye. must change that habittttttttttt.

disappointed.

I'm not sad I'm just disappointed :) love you all... I'm still at the chalet will update a proper post when I reach home, common test is coming alr.. and I din even study !! Fuck I need to work hard alr!!! Work hard girl!! :)



sorry .

happy birthday jacelin ~ I love you ok?? Thank you for making me smile everytime at school, thank you so much. Love you and jonathan

hi.. I m at the chalet now updating using my phone,sigh, damn shag so tired ~ random thinking.... Why... just lil word from you and her I will feel very upset. Once you two are my everything.. But now one is fully gone, another has other things to do.. Sometime I wish I'll get someone who really care but.. sometime I don't wish anybody to care . I don't know what I'm thinking. I'll be alone but I promise myself I'll be better !! :) do tag people.

Ps/ its not a promise.. Its a must MUST




Never thought that I will be treated this way.

hi.. I m at the chalet now updating using my phone,sigh, damn shag so tired ~ random thinking.... Why... just lil word from you and her I will feel very upset. Once you two are my everything.. But now one is fully gone, another has other things to do.. Sometime I wish I'll get someone who really care but.. sometime I don't wish anybody to care . I don't know what I'm thinking. I'll be alone but I promise myself I'll be better !! :) do tag people.






Never thought that I will be treated this way.

Hello!! I went to town with anna again, fuck, i'm still spending money ....... but nvm la.. things is better now, phew ~ susposed to meet big hum for dinner but then.. i went to look for my sis and went home with her, woke up early with sister to get her mc and had our breakfast ,will be going sister and her friend's chalet later on? maybe? contact me thru phone! 93749984 ;) i still need to workxxxxxxxx.

- Think back- wtf, i'm so childish n naive ~ i really find myself disgusting last time, ok la even now too, but i'm going for the better,what about you ? : ) idk whether i should get new hair cut anot... ;-( i want it to be short.

STOP IT. i feel like closing my blog. fuck you stalkers.

Hello, .. Hope class will be having chalet.. but then there will only be jacelin and me who is going overnight.. wtf, for girls. girl classmate,please go~ hehehe. common test is coming yet i'm not studying. wtf. sigh.




hahahahahaha.

maybe gg to work tomorrow. I dont think i can leh.. they see looks... haiyo. is looks so important? so what i'm ugly, hate boy that see looks. yeah go for pretty girl, be with the pretty girls, got other prettier girl, go for it, dump the pretty one and go for the prettier, after the prettier, dump the prettier and goes for prettiest. -.-

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up... James Baldwin.


(Y)

grow up grow up no childish thinking plsss.

Hi everyone.. heheheheh you know my foo foo bd is coming so we help foo foo's celebrate today. Will upload the video soon, love you fooooooooooooo.



Foo foo is jacelin foo.

i love you even ... sorry for showing temper to you when i'm feeling upset.i'm sorry girl.

Has been seeing my oldest entries just now and i realised.. for this whole year i had never been that happy ~ but life is better now even i'm alone.. ha?Daddy say that he saw him. -.-

A promise and note for me.

I PROMISE I WON'T BE TURNING BACK, I SWEAR THAT I WANNA BE A BETTER PERSON. I'LL IMPROVE MYSELF. I'LL. I WONT BE LIKE HOW I USED TO IN THE PAST, I WONT BE CLINGING. i dont need boyfriend, i need my friends n family most.

This is a promise to myself. I can't be soft hearted anymore even how much i miss it.

I need to save money everyweek and shop everyweek, get new stuff, shopping make me happy!!! hehehehe, or i should work with claudia ...? or with wong wong wong wong shi shi shi hui ?
be happy everyone.

I had make up my mind. I had deleted everythings that linked to him.. msn/fb/our photo/his photo. :) I'll be a better person.I shouldnt cry.




-



Reality is cruel.


claudia, it's ok, i'm sorry.. i do this to you so many time when i'm with him, i understand, now i finally understand how it feel:( so sorry..

DONT FEEL LIKE... Idk why.

Ask me out~


Text me bye. ;)

Town with anna yesterday, get some stuffs with her today bye people. hope it work, my tiny eye.




claudia, reply my text leh, got bf alr then nvr reply my text.... :(

This one lor jacelin... H AHAHAHHA I FEEL LIKE FARTING NOW ~

HHAHAAHHAHAHA MY SEXY ARMPIT LMAO !!!

Hello,I'm currently changing my blog skin, Well, This Internet dairy of mine has been with me for,3year+. Marcus is not gonna come back to cchy already so our class organisea farewell party for him.Pizza hut, yummy! Take good care of yourself there OK??Nobody is gonna sing 'Don't cha' for me alr :(



LAZY TO UPLOAD PHOTO SO SORRY BYE.

Spent my whole day to claudia's house and ws's friend birthday, midnight movie 'My valentine', home at 4am, superb tired, tian ah......... overslept.. if not i'm already at benjamin's house for visiting. urgh so sorry.



I never expect that someone will really treat me so..like this.. so much of tears and stuffs i do yet i just get lies.

Sometime i really wonder.. for this whole year..i'm just nothing , NOTHING..

WTF I tweet so much just now yet nothing come out , fine, post tomorrow, hope i could make it tomorrow,my face is superb dry now fuck. :(

Jr, i'm sorry.

NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE DAY TOMORROW, YAY.





Be a man, dont everythings also push to your friends.

New year N Valetine day is cominggggggggggg.
daddy uh daddy,mommy love you lah, everthings is just angry words ok.



omg school now baibai xxxx.


happy girl...

he leave now parent leave, wtf you all want ccb .

aiya all leave la dont ever come back la shit family shit love shit everythings la. cheebye, cannot let us enjoy new year first ah cb sia why i got this kind of parent?zzzzzzz

Valentine day's coming, Nobody to go out with ;( but it's ok , it rock still, luckily it's on new year. stupid movin say that he lost my picture on his wallet, on your wallet you also can lost, you good! Movin's my cute sun bear, my bro right sup sup, give me your picture soon eh sunbear, Like what you say, i'll treat the photo like someone who has just died and treasure it. :)

Woke up early and went to have breakfast with victor,anna,junwei and their friends. Saw junhao there too, omg, such an gangster..... i went back home, take a nap,woke up, went to rupini to get my brow done ~~
hahaha, went to meet someone and i know somethings, it really spoilt my mood but who care? Do you know how much i dislike you now? omg i have been spending 1 year with someone that just know how to lies.Maybe you're seeing this but who care? you know yourself what you did behind my back.

I reallly want to get back that time, stupily. I'm so stupid, i don't listen to what others tell me. see, now what i get ? i get shit, full of bullshitting.



Enough of ranting, spoilt mood only :-)



Has been chatting on phone with (&), Mood really got much more better but i know i shouldn't go any deeper.feel much more better chatting with ahzhong too! ;-)




I know i shouldn't do this but i just can't control.. i really miss you.. My friend.. (&) with you around, chatting with me, i really got better, not that sad anymore.. how?? ugh so shit.

WTF SO HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT

BE MY BABY LA JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!! ;-(

Where's the past gone to? where i meet my friends,lot of laughter, Now? NOBODY CAN GO OUT WITH.


LIFE WILL GET BETTER SOON. SMILE.



Sorry jr....... i'll contact you once i'm feeling alright. I just dont feel like msging anyone. I'm sorry.... I need time. i'm afraid of love. so afraid.
i don't want to go thru all this anymore.

omg happy birthday my dear girl.Rmb leh i love you very much...

rmb that hor ,sosorry i promise you i'll be a better person!! so sorry for doing so much hateful n hurtful things to you. :-( you'll the one who be with me whenever i'm sad.. i just want to say thank you very much..

dont be sad over boyssss not worth la them.LOL.

LOL. I should be happy instead. alah.

like what i have say, i wont change for this love anymore.




hahaha stupid short short pig, ok, going for school now, peace.

I think that we have no reason to go back like we used to. I don't want to a toy again, never ever want to. time heal~ for weeks i have been alone and yes.happier.You had already throw me aside without caring how i feel just because of bored.. and you say that you'll never be back to me while i ask you to be back,say that i'll change,saying how much i need you, you still leave with saying nasty words, why now you're back? like what you saided, this love is dead so no point clinging it.



You had never care how i feel,Never.


I won't let it come and go anymore like how it used to be. it won't, i'll overcome it. i hope i can. :-)

just letting out

My love birthday's coming but this love of mine hor won't message me or what already, good lor claudia.

Who know where to download 盧廣仲 愛遺憾 but it's not a song.



i like it very much. Rock n roll the style ~~~


Went to cousin's house yesterday for steamboat, Love serene ~ Love mummy N daddy most.



Still sick uh, sigh, ohhhh yeah got our indivdle picture already WTF. i'll upload it...soon.

I don't know why i'm so hyper active this few day, so sorry to claudia..jacelin's ear, I had been singing to their ear, i think it damage their ear badly!!! hahahha! Just hope family will be ok ~ Friend's happy ~ I Happy.




Rock N roll style.

Nice song. :)

Just get my hair cut done at somewhere near my house. :-)


Thank for being there. Got new haircut for myself.. nevermind, should be sad over it,it will grow, same to victor ok? Love victor my best buddy. :)

I realised.. it's not your fault,Love is selfish.. Love can't be forced. If there's no feeling, it should be let go or else it will only hurt me more. Well, Maybe you're seeing.. maybe not. i just wish you all the best with her..? All the best. :-)






Im still trying.

OMG SO HOT.

Hello. I had remove my comment box and has change it to cbox once again.



SOMEHOW, I really wish that it's just an bad dream but it's not. I need to face the reality. :)
I'm trying to change, no more showing temper and stuff. I need to buck up for my studies too.
I'll change for the better, No tearing anymore ~ I love myself, I can't hurt myself like this. time to change,Time to grow up.Yay for myself.

Should i go for camp? I dont want to be black leh. :(

HAHAHAHAHAHA NO EYE EDIT LA, IT'S THE POWER OF STRETCHING OK?? love my mom, she bought me new contact when old tear in two half love love love ~ Gym with claudia today :) My dear girl bd's coming, party like a rockstar ~~

I'M STRONG I'M WONDERWOMEN,I SHOULDN'T CRY. I SHOULDN'T MISS, I SHOULDN'T LOVE, I LOVE MY MOMMY DADDY N SISTER,CLAUDIA,VICTOR,JACELIN. :)

HAHHAHAHAHAZZZZ, LOVE YOU ALL TO THE MAX. I'm starting to change.(:


Today toby's cold joke really still cheer me up even it's COLD joke. Jonathan hit me on the face today, ugh,using broom but had fun(:



Going for blackshot with W.


Bye. (:

I think that i shouldn't be crying~ This is what i think... in this one mintues of crying.. maybe others has really bad things happen,not just me.. There's more sad things has happen toothers around.. Me? it's just without someone i love. Love can fade, love can be gone.After all i still need to move on for the better. I'm still 15, i have a long way to go. My parent spent so much on me.. and etc etc N i just cried for someone who shouldn't belong to me in the first place? I shouldn't. I should be happy because now i could spent more time with my family N study. :) I'm at cpa now while typing this . Aqilah is crying now. don't cry.dont cry for such boy. (:



Those boy who like to play with girls feeling. fuck you srsly. disgusting jerks.



Really miss those past where i'm so happy ~ Well, this mean i has grow up. (:

I don't know wtf did i do wrong.


Hahazzzzzzz ....went out with sweet today......... so boring. school later, ugh, who can accompany me message..:( Text me @ 93749984. bye ...:)

I love my mom most.

Stay strong..


Move on..


Glad to say i don't love you anymore now, it's just.. 'used to it' :) alah,happy girl.

Just .. i'm sorry.

Claudia is still the best. I know that i had saided lots of hurtful words but now.. i know you're really the one who treat me the best. I regretted so much. :) I'll change to a better me too. i don't want to cried so badly for someone that i shouldn't cried for.. LOVE MY DAD,MOM AND SISTER,I'm sorry for letting them down so many many times.


Sorry to all.sorry.



If i once do those stupid stuffs to you or whatever.. i'm just.. just..sorry.:(


i'll be a better me..

LOL. ok lah... is not i draw one lah.. :( Everything is gone, at least i'm not being make used. LOLOLOL.

happy girl, smile smile smile. off to my bed alr, byebye, sweet dream, MY NIGHTMARE END ALREADY,WOOHOOOOO

Trying my very best to draw this horse.... love the shading.. :-) Comment please..will post something soon..bye.

WILL POST JACELIN'S TOMORROW.... HER IS FUCKING FUCKING DAMN NICE YOU KNOW.OMG.

Time to study N rest.


I'll reply comments when i got my new keyboard.Promise. I really wanna go out but just my skin is peeling like fuck due to clindamycin .. I apply more then i should. Really don't dare to go out like this.. well.. hope it will be fine soon. I think i'll be doing this 'school-home-school-home', until it's fully heal.


or i should rent some show.. N buy some tibits for myself, wow.. i think i should!!!!!

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ugh, nothing much to type.

I miss the time going out with friends for talk... drinks..lunch.. breakfast..dinner.... etc etc. :)






Given up.. even thou i still miss you.

Sister was chatting with her friends.. dont-know-why-say-till-ann, my sis is like .. 'Who's ann?which? xx's friend? Suddenly someone say ' ann.... is ant la'and that someone is my dad,ok lah, find it kinda funny.

Hello, prata in the morning with jacelin and cabbed to school, you know what.. i had my breakfast in the morning,recess,school lunch time @1245,after school lunch and dinner. wow, so cool huh babe, bought western foods to bbf's house.. so hungry you know. i think i'm used to it already... i must control. fall asleep for few hours .. so tired, so i decided to cabbed home.



Must not spent so much money on cab already.... from school start till now we've been taking cab to school everyday.. i must control, butthead.

Happy with my life now.gotta go soon because i'm going for breakfast with my best friendddddddddd or maybe going breakfast with justin bieber... hahahaha, ok, thinking too much. bye.

I want to thank.. jacelin for accompany me 2hours of waiting, oh school was alright today but well ...
i don't understand what my math teacher is talking about.. EBS is fun.lack of picture.. i know. i really don't know why are they looking down on N.T... it's like hey hello.. we're same kind.. human but just our heart ain't that mean.wow.

Hello... can i ask you people somethings.. please answer me.. those who see me in real life before and think that ive a sleepy look. why do you think so.. because when i went home today , there is a uncle who stayed same block as me , saw me and ask me whether i just wake up issit,i was like' huh, no'. then he replied ' you look like you just wake up everyday when i saw you', issit because of my tiny sexy eye.. laugh.


Please answer, replying your tag now. check it out.

Since i've nothing much to do now, i shall update.. first day of school, due to the new om, i need to tolerate others scolding and mr kenneth ng even say that i put eyelashes to school. wtf, second day of school is still ok but they force me to dye my hair back if not i can't go back to school and now mr john lim ask me whether i put eyeliner anot. funny people. yeah, i got my bag and jacelin and jonathan accompany me, great friend i had ...
they had long john for lunch after eating, jacelin had to rush to the salon to get her hair done.. so three of us went home. i'm so tired now that why i didn't went for school.. i wake up late too. sorry jacelin.

I feel so happy because i'm going back to school.. tomorrow.. yet my dad just look down on me. i'm gonna prove to you that i can do it.

HEY, Will be updated picture on flickr on twitter or twitpic by phone so yup, active in twitter but not blog anymore. follow me on twitter. thank.

Happy new year everyone, not gg count down again, wanted to go with mommy to pub but then... but she don't wanna bring me go now.. urgh.

why there's such a person in this world and worst still, he's someone part of my life.

a new year a better start.